I have a hard time getting to sleep last night despite sleeping around two a.m. the night before.
It could be the zinc supplement, it could be my arousal levels (caused by gaming/ porn), it could be the food.
Whatever the answer is, my mind is so sound, that it comes to a point that it feels uneasy anymore that my unconscious response was to jerk of to normalize to my default mode.
I found this to be profound. I myself is uncomfortable to change, that I recoil myself back to my shell.
There's a hidden fear of the unknown.
Well, I'm thankful I have known about this personality of mine. Mutate or die.
This also explains why despite arousing myself visually and physically, my body just is not in the mood. Or was it of zinc deficiency? Right now I will observe what will be in the succeeding days.
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