Zinc supplements for all nighter.

I have a hard time getting to sleep last night despite sleeping around two a.m. the night before.

It could be the zinc supplement, it could be my arousal levels (caused by gaming/ porn), it could be the food.

Whatever the answer is, my mind is so sound, that it comes to a point that it feels uneasy anymore that my unconscious response was to jerk of to normalize to my default mode.

I found this to be profound. I myself is uncomfortable to change, that I recoil myself back to my shell.

There's a hidden fear of the unknown.

Well, I'm thankful I have known about this personality of mine. Mutate or die.

This also explains why despite arousing myself visually and physically, my body just is not in the mood. Or was it of zinc deficiency? Right now I will observe what will be in the succeeding days.

How drama sells big time.

Entertainment industry is a money machine. With the advent of media, someone needs to fill the demand. A demand for anything people wanted.

The actor want this value the customer wants this value. Bingo!

That's why Patreon is good! A consumer based economy? In media, yes. In production, it is heavily depends on the renewable sources.

Patreon. Interesting. Make a product, sell it, guaranteed. How about the same principle to be used in agriculture? Yeah that's how negotiations work. Two people agree to enrich each other, that is wealth. Friends and benefits. That is business.

What value can I provide? I can freestyle song, I can speak in multiple languages, I know to program, media genius, the art of illusion, so fake it will better than reality. People want fantasy so much it became an addiction. Dopamine hits in the brain makes shit.

This what makes sells emotions, holidays, hormones, stupid people, smart people, any gimmick you want, invent a religion, build a cash collecting factory, build a school name your price for the tuition, write a book, make it compulsory, you can live in royalty in your lifetime. Invest your money on smart people and watch the money multiply to the roof.

Give your brain and skill to the highest bidder but your heart not be bought.