Lesson learned in library book Xerox.

This is the first time I borrowed a book from the library. Here's a list of what I did wrong.

1. Borrow the book overnight. If it's not possible, then just borrow it for Xerox.

2. Extend the borrowing for two hours.

3. Tell the Xerox staff to do it two pages in a front page and two pages in the back page also, that means a back to back copy.

Boy when it's time to fetch the books, it is humongous only to found out that only the front page has a copy. Shit that was a stupid staff... and I a stupid customer. Fuck this.

...and you know what, I paid 185 and my classmates paid 175 for the same book though they get better quality

Why the fuck I did do this in the first place?

1. Can't find online.
2. Stupid professor wants to see the big fat book on the table. Here you go bitch.

On the bright side, I may scan this and upload online for future references. I'll upload in a different username.

Fuck I think I'll borrow all the books in the library and scan all those shit.

Zinc supplements for all nighter.

I have a hard time getting to sleep last night despite sleeping around two a.m. the night before.

It could be the zinc supplement, it could be my arousal levels (caused by gaming/ porn), it could be the food.

Whatever the answer is, my mind is so sound, that it comes to a point that it feels uneasy anymore that my unconscious response was to jerk of to normalize to my default mode.

I found this to be profound. I myself is uncomfortable to change, that I recoil myself back to my shell.

There's a hidden fear of the unknown.

Well, I'm thankful I have known about this personality of mine. Mutate or die.

This also explains why despite arousing myself visually and physically, my body just is not in the mood. Or was it of zinc deficiency? Right now I will observe what will be in the succeeding days.

On bridge and tunnels.

Bridge and tunnels main purpose is to be a medium of faster transportation, that's it, other functions are secondary.

Build a bridge? Sure depends in the place.

Drill a tunnel? Sure depends on what you want.

Heck, there are many forms to transport an object to another, I'm thinking teleportation in the future ;)

What the ultimate question, of life, of the universe, of everything?

"Deepthought, compute the answer to life, the universe, everything.

Come back after 7 million years."

"Deepthought, tell us the answer, the answer to life, the universe, everything.

Deepthought: 42."

-The Hitchiker's Guide to the Galaxy

It's pretty epic, the idea is. It's not what's the answer of life that matters, it's what is being asked.

Ask and it will be given,
Seek and you will find,
Knock and the door will be opened up to you.

Life is not made by default stagnation. Life is a verb, a conscious choice to be or not to be, life is movement.

Krishna said to Ajuna in the battlefield,

'Victory and defeat are but one, play your role on this war.'

The stupidity of women and Facebook as social behaviour lab.

Ok so I have made comment on a local newspaper's post ranting on failed project cementing pine trees on the sidewalks.

I said it's useless to rant and attached a picture of a tree trunk with roots freely creeps underground as the concrete was paved only at the top and was supported by steel columns.

You know who commented? Females and Tagalogs. All the stupid lesser creatures. Well it's okay, I understand their cerebral lack. Maybe I will make them useful slaves someday. Maybe I'll wipe out their race. Who knows?

Killing with kindness.

I have subscribed with CleverProgrammer, a YouTube channel featuring a guy named Quazi on teaching using Python programming.

This time I decided to unsubscribe with his channel for some time but I will watch his videos once in a while.

Then why did I unsubscribe when there's no issue? Well that's the thing, he gave so much I have nothing to think for myself. I'm just like a fat king that was being served with food without giving value in return. Free lunch it's not what I want. Everyone in the group should give a share of something to the group because that's what supposed to mean when you are in a group, one body, many members.

What now? I think I will do my homework. Good idea.

The geometry of blockchain.

Multiple blocks and multiple chains can be infinite.

Start with one hair, one string, one block.

Add another.

Repeat.

That's it, it will be a fabric of blockchain.

...but

That's only a surface interweaving, why not add above or below the fabric?

A three dimensional blockchain. Strongest so far.

...then spice up with time

Links will decay and grow as time progress. That means a security feature that is living, breathing entity. Pure genius.