Potential.

So much wasted time.

Look I'm now twenty years old and will be twenty one soon. I'm getting impatient. What the fuck! The prime of my years just spent on the internet? Bullshit! I won't let that happen. Tomorrow is Monday, I'm gonna take it. I will beat the time. I will bear fruit, be productive, be strong, deliver.

I will write quality post every single day and it will last. So one thing about memory is it teaches you something that's why you remember it. So what are the things lingering on your mind? Honesty, my passed grades so that I can already take that summer job at uni, I don't want to misuse time again. Based on the daily crunch most of wasted time is spent on transportation, I just fucking sit there and doze off. It's not healthy, it shakes my head and it affects normal heart beats. I don't want to die out of stupid causes. I want to die as a hero. I did overcome my weaknesses I did slay the dragon and made an armor from its scales. I am the hero. It's not good being half assed pathetic beta boy. I'm old. I need to be on my way to find a nest. I need to find a job, support myself, be a role model for my siblings make my parents proud. Yeah, if parents are just happy that their son is not shit, they will be happier that their son, who they worked harder to keep alive than his siblings that he grow up and become a man, he became a leader of men, he become a father, and an excellent husband, they will die in peace. So is there anything in mind to address? Yeah, my future career, what will I do when I have finished this course? Just make money.